Ok so I’ve been working on the site(s) mentioned in the last post, and have come to the determination that the site I chose to host may not be the right one for me. There’s just so little room for growth, but the replacement is coming along nicely. When that’s completed, or at least completed enough for public viewing, I’ll throw some links up.
I just sat here and spent the last hour or so working on organizing my bookmarks. Apparently there really just is no replacement for good ole human organizational skills. I looked for a bit for some little tool/gadget/piece of software that would make it a bit easier and thus far have found nothing.
And further, I still have not touched the damnable little graphics tablet. I may know why. The reason became abundantly clear to me today.. its one of the last vestiges of rebellion in my world. I know that many artists, regardless of the medium used, are their own worst critic. I suffer from this beyond words. However, what I -am- capable of doing, I really see it as a gift. Its not intended to be something I can make money from. Would I like to do commission-work? Hell yes, absofuckinglutely. The downside to that is its something I love to do, and throwing demands and money on top of it, I fear would make it become something I loathe. Not just hate, fucking loathe to the core of my being. It was mentioned to me today that I should do something with it, earn a little money on the side. Mom has shown some of my stuff off to people at work and they’ve loved it. Whether they really liked it or were just being nice, I couldn’t say. Am I being completely stupid by not sticking my toe in the proverbial water? Perhaps. I dunno… ya’ll tell me.
Delays and Indecision
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